Monday, January 25, 2016

Move On!

While my daughter sleep.. It feels like sunyi sepi..mcm dunia tu tanpa suara..
Bila dia x tdo lg..riuhnya Allah sj yg tau..becok mulut dia skrg ni..

Siapa sangka dah 1y2m already.. Since dia baby..smpi la dah bole berjalan & berlari.. Mulut tu kdg2 terkeluar perkataan yg x disangka.. Mcm 'ape lambat!' Sbb apa mama dia lambat balik bila keje..

Cepat pick up ap yg diajar.. Alhamdulillah.. Rezeki buat dia..

Today actually I'm here at Seremban.. Alhamdulillah.. Sy ada perasaan utk jejakkan kaki disini.. Setelah berperang dgn perasaan..menemani suami tercinta yg perlukan semangat dr sy..truskan utk mencari sesuap rezeki..

Smlm actually our 2nd anniversary.. Kalo ikutkan mmg teringat pd hari sblm tu.. Tp on that day..mcm x ingt langsung..smpi hubby wish..

I didn't reply that wish..until he ask me either I want to go anywhere.. I juz reply tgk dlu la..

Until ptg tu.. Sy ad mood utk cari seluar..then baru ajak dia keluar..dah penat & lenguh cari seluar idaman hati.. Plus x dpt langsung.. So ktorang trus balik dr Kenanga..Masa otw keluar dr parking.. I ask him a question.. 'Apa yg b rasa skrg?'

Tetibe2 soalan tu keluar dr benak sy.. I don't know why.. Maybe I baru rasa today it's my Anniversary!

Then when my husband drive utk kami ke tmpt lain..dlm kereta tu hanya didengari tangisan sorang isteri & suami..

Luahkan perasaan..I know mmg ssh utk hadap.. On my side & also him..

Apa yg sy perlukan dr dia..perubahan & azam utk laluan sesuatu yg terbaik dlm hidup kami..move on!

Moga Allah berikan kekuatan pd sy & suami utk harungi dugaan yg kami hadapi skrg..

So till then XOXO!

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