1st❗

10 hari berlalu utk VLE Conference 2018..
1st timer utk program itu..
Walaupun dah involve dlm business sejak dr akhir MAC 2017..

Alhamdulillah.. Allah permudahkan urusan seorang ibu meninggalkan anaknya selama 3 hari bersama insan tersayang..

Betapa risau yg teramat sgt bila mengenangkan orang yg menjaganya kedua-duanya tidak sihat sgt.. plus buat pertama kali dlm hidup tinggalkan dia.. bukan sehari..tapi 3 hari.. rindu teramat sgt..

Ikutkn tiap malam rasa nk balik sbb terlalu dkt dgn tempat menginap.. mengenangkan event abis lewat mlm plus tiada call dr mereka.. sy kuatkan hati..

Ad 1 video call masa 1st day tu je.. menjelang malam.. cpt2 berckp & terus off.. xmahu diri ini dlm emosi.. yg menghubungkan hanya dgn WhatApps adik ipar.. dia yg bg tau aktiviti anak dara ni.. dr terkencing dlm seluar & tidur dgn baju mama dia..

Sebabkan ada 1 hari cuti sebelum sek buka.. maka 1 hari tu masa bergolek dgn dia.. nak bawa dia jalan masa tu badan terlalu letih & perlukan rehat.. jd plan berjalan off terus..

Event tu ikutkan seronok if kita in sebetulnya.. rezeki selalu ke class jadi ada input yg ada lebih kurang sma.. cumanya pangkal hati ni utk terus buat & jayakan..

Jujur.. sy tidak la sekuat mana.. cuba utk kuat.. tapi hanya Dia yg tahu.. tiap kali & selalu berharap niat yg sy buat dulu tetap & kekal.. tapi jika bukan rezeki yg Dia tetapkan.. sy redha..

MyHERO 😗

13/2/2018

Baru ada kesempatan nk berbicara..
Semalam 6.50am punch .. 8 masa + bengkel bersama SIC+ .. nak cerita rasa annoying plak.. tapi itu la zaman cikgu yg kena hadap sekarang ni.. 😯

Today meeting koko utk sukan.. ingat masih lagi jawatan yg sama.. kali ni back on track jawatan last 2 years.. handle majlis.. aka floor manager la.. 😫😫 dlu ❌ rasa mcm nk stress.. sbb bos dlu sapsapsoii je.. yg ni mmg pentingkan protocol.. 😭😭 boleh ke idok ek⁉⁉

Lupakan kisah yg tu dlu..

Now nak story BIRTHDAY MY HERO 😗😗
59years old my hero 😗😗

Happy birthday to you, Ayah..
Just know that I love you and that I would not know where I am right now if you are not there for me to guide me through it all.

English sgt kan❗ 🤣🤣
Jenuh nak fikir ayat yg sesuai.. actually byk nk diluahkan.. tapi ❌ terucap dgn kata2..

Dia seorang yg bertanggungjawab.. dari sejak kecil sehingga kini.. tetap jalankan amanah.. flash back sewaktu dia ❌dpt nk ambil sy dari sek sbb nak main bola.. tapi tetap jenguk anak dia kat bus stop.. kalau cancel main.. tibe2 je ada kat bus stop.. kdg2 rasa nak marah je dia.. yelakan penat berjalan dr sek ke bus stop yg jauh.. mcm2 lg la.. masa saya belajar jauh dr dia pun layanan tetap sama.. yg paling best mereka hadiahkan teddy bear paling besar warna pink peneman saya masa belajar.. 😄😄 

Dia seorang yg tidak pernah berkira.. belikan atau bayarkan apa shj utk family..walau anak sendiri dah kawin.. kdg2 rasa malu.. sbb tu ada je rezeki.. cuba utk balas.. dia mmg ❌ pernah meminta.. sekecil zarah pun..

Dia seorang yg agak kelam kabut.. sampai kdg2 isteri marah pun senyap je.. tapi itu la peneman setia dia.. radio dari mulut ibu.. tp kalau ibu lebih2.. sy akan tenangkan..

Dia seorang yg peramah.. ❌ kira pd sesiapa yg ada disebelah.. kdg2 sampai sy sendiri bg signal utk bergerak dr tmpt tu.. if shopping la..

Dia seorang yg selalu dahulukan gaji pd isteri.. ✔ dia akan belikan makanan utk family setiap kali gaji.. pizza.. kfc.. mcd.. fastfood je kan.. tapi itu la rezeki yg dia kongsi bersama.. perlakuan itu yg sy nak contohi... tp kdg2 tu termiss..

Dia yg nampak tegas atau garang.. tapi sebenarnya ❌.. ❌pernah pukul atau angkat tangan pd anak2.. cuma dia akan berpesan pd ibu utk bg tau apa yg dia ❌ gemar jika dilakukan oleh kami..

Dia ❌ pernah bg tau apa masalah pd kami anak2.. cuma ibu yg akan bg tau pd sy terutamanya.. cukup bg dia menjaga amanah Allah..

Sejak kecil hidup dia kurang kasih sayang sbb bilangan adik beradik yg ramai.. menumpang kasih pd family mertua yg cukup syg pd dia.. kasih syg yg masih 'segar' yg dia dpt sehingga kini..

Walaupun pernah berjauhan dgn ibu dlu.. ibu di kg.. dia bekerja di KL.. sanggup dgn moto balik utk jumpa anak isteri.. ibu selalu ckp.. sampai je umh.. anak yg dikejar.. uruskan anak.. mandikan dia.. beri makan.. ibu juga ada bercerita.. bila ayah nak balik.. atok cpt2 cari lauk nak masak utk menantu dia..

Dia juga pernah hidup dgn keadaan yg sgt susah sampai berhutang dgn kedai runcit.. kdg2 gelang tangan ibu pun jd galang ganti dkt kedai pajak.. bila gaji bayar.. ada anak 4 baru dpt beli kereta.. isteri dia menteri kewangan yg sgt hebat.. isteri dia la yg simpan semua gaji dia..

Dia la HERO saya..
MOHAMMAD OTHMAN aka madspeed 😍

Fool Again - Westlife

Baby, I know the story,
I've seen the picture,
It's written all over your face
Tell me, what's the secret that you've been hiding?
And who's gonna take my place?
I should have seen it coming,
I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm a fool again
I thought this love would never end,
How was I to know?
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm a fool again,
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never told me

Baby, you should've called me,
When you were lonely,
When you needed me to be there
Sadly, you never gave me
Too many chances to show you
How much I care
Ooh, should have seen it coming,
I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm a fool again
I thought this love would never end,
How was I to know?
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm a fool again,
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never told me

About the pain and the tears
Ooh, If I could,
I would, turn back the time
Ooh yeah I should have seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm a fool again
I thought this love would never end,
How was I to know?
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm a fool again,
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never told me